Throughout the ages of 8-12 my alcoholic uncle would come over the house to hide away from his mother. He would come over at night, so every one was sleeping. He would make me do stuff to make him feel “good”, make me kiss him, telling me not to tell anyone or something bad would happened. Absolutely disgusting human being. Had some family drama which was unrelated to this and family separated ways. Haven’t told anyone this.
Say, scream, kick, get out. I wished I was stronger. But you are NEVER EVER alone. Someone will always believe you, believe in yourself. You are a strong person. I believe in you.