When I was 18 I had moved into my school dorms and I had some freedom from my family. I went on a tinder date one night and I stupidly went into a car with him. He drove to a secluded area and told me he wanted sex. I was a virgin at the time and I didn’t want to so he forced me to give him oral. When he was done with me he just went to my dorms and dropped me off. I sat in my room sobbing and feeling so stupid for letting him use me like that. To this day I haven’t told anyone because of how stupid and naive I was.
It feels good to finally tell someone about it. I really don’t have advice to be honest since I still haven’t fully forgiven myself.