Went to visit my older sister in college and drank a little with her friends and roomates she went and spent the night at her boyfriends so I could have the bed to myself but her roommate Josh came in after I had fallen asleep and got under the covers and started masturbating to me sleeping. When I woke up he was pressed up against my back and I could feel him breathing down my neck. I still imagine someone is breathing down my neck at times and can no longer sleep in the same bed as other people even my family.
Violated, I may have never blamed myself for it but most women and girls do and I just want people to know that it can be anyone close to you or not but either way it will never be your fault.