I’ve had multiple occasions of sexual assault. When I was 16 my boyfriend at the time raped me. A couple months later an older co-worker of mine groped me on many occasions almost every time we worked together. I had another boyfriend a month later who assaulted me multiple times throughout the months we dated. I’ve had a lot of experiences with sexual assault and feel for anyone who has experienced the same.
I felt betrayed, broken, hurt, and so much more that words can’t describe. Reach out and get help if possible, I’ve been to therapy and it’s been 2 and a half years and I’m slowly getting better. You will have bad days and that’s ok it’s just about getting back up and not giving up.