My ex-boyfriend was violent in so many ways to begin with.. but on my 21st birthday he pushed me to drink and I passed out, waking up with him on top of me. I ended up pregnant and when I told him he pushed me down the stairs saying “I don’t want a fat b**** like you to have my kid” he continued to s@/grape me even though I said told him in so many ways I did not want it. I was eventually able to get out when I had friends see the abuse in person. I am happy to say that I am getting married next fall to someone who helped me understand myself and situations. I promise it does get better
Despite what has happened, you need to know that it was not nor will it ever be your fault, you are a beautiful soul. Try not to let fear dictate whether or not you report what happened to you. I promise it will help set you free from those dark moments in time
